things simply arent the same without you here this christmas. i keep reminding myself that you are here in spirit, but i want more then that. i wish you could be here to add just a little more christmas joy. i wish you could be here to help me pick out a gift for the Holt's. i wish you could be here to sing silly songs with us. i wish you could be here to wake up on christmas morning (even though im 20, im still waking daddy up at like 7). i drove by duke hospital last night, and totally lost it. it hit me that christmas is right around the corner, and you wont be here with us to celebrate (or lable a few presents with the wrong names (; ) this year erica got the stuff to make a baby Jesus cake. im so excited! christmas without you is going to take A LOT of getting used to. i get to go spend time with the Holt's for new years again this year. i feel like i have my own little holiday tradition, its kinda cool. ive been curling up in your Kappa long sleeve quite a bit lately, but i forgot it in my laundry basket ): please help us to remember the true meaning of the season. oh and ps. i still cant listen to celebrate me home the whole way through.
i love you sooo much, and miss you a whole freakin lot. <3 love you lotsly hugs and kisses
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